The Holidays Are Here! The Holidays Are Here!

Well time has just flown by. The holidays have started. Thankfully the girls school made sure we had a great Thanksgiving Dinner. Mom and I stayed up all night drinking wine and talking the night before. Ugh, that wine hangover sucked.

The job is going great. Sam is starting to slack in school, however we talked about it the other day and I hope she is back on track. Kim has started reading better already. And Mia is still doing great. So, what do I have to blog about? Let me think....

Still no prospects of a man in my life. The dating site is really sucking. Did you know that there are mostly perverts on there? Of course you did, why didn't you tell me! Oh well. Maybe after the new year I will try eharmony. Oh, I had my birthday last weekend. I met up with some friends at Morgans Sports Bar in hoodbridge. Not a good looking man in sight. Cept for G and he doesn't count. Was happy to go with my pal Mollie, but she wasn't feeling well so she went home and of course I stayed. The party and after party isn't much to write about so I'll skip the boring details. Except for being called sexy by a 19 year old, that was flattering.

I got cool stuff from my family for my birthday. But the most exciting was from my sister. Tarot cards! I have always wanted them and now I have them. I have been reading the book that came with them. And I think the book is legit. There were a few warnings in it, do not read to your family or friends until you have become a master (which doesn't take long) because you could give them a bad reading and mess up a relationship or two. And caution that your dreams would become more vivid. Are you serious? My dream could be more vivid? Don't know if I can handle that. The same 2 men keep popping up in my dreams, just not as the same time, luckily. And just other things in my dreams have been really weird since I started reading the book. Another thing is you have to keep a journal. Logging card meanings and feelings and emotions you get when reading a certain card. And also to log the dreams you begin to have. And man have my dreams been wacked out! Like the first night of reading the book I dreamed that I was taking this guy I know, (who happens to be really hot) to see his niece and nephew at some farm out in a mountainous area. He was playing with the kids and it was so cute. We were driving off and then my van started flying and the damn alarm went off and woke me up! (ps, he doesn't even have a niece or nephew) You might be wondering, why he isn't a prospect. Well, theres a couple of reasons. For one he is moving away after the new year, he doesn't live near by, and his living arrangements are just as f'ed up as mine, yet he owns his house. But damn is he cute and a good kisser! Anywho, enough about the fish thats getting away. Oh yeah, back to the holidays.

Christmas is speeding upon us. And having kids in a divorce, well they expect more. And it feels like a competition with their dad for who buys the best gifts. However, this year I am not gonna break myself to "win". I am going to bank money to move, I'll get to the move in a few minutes in I have time. Now that I have the job, which currently they are giving me full time hours which is good, but I need to make more sales to bring up my hourly rate cuz it really sucks! And these people with giftcards are really getting on my last nerve. Did you enjoy your massage? YES, Would you like to receive a massage on a monthly basis? Yes. Then why not become a member? I swear, if I hear- I dont know how much money I'll have due to the holidays, I'm gonna smack somebody. Listen jackass, I just told you that you wont even be paying anything until AFTER christmas, DUH! Is your brain that much like jello? (I did get a massage last week and it made me so stoopified I couldn't even type afterwards) Getting massages has been proven to improve overall health and well being. damn, there I go off on a tangent again. Maybe I do need to take my Concerta meds after all.

I haven't been able to go out to hang with my friends very much lately since I started working. But I did yesterday. I went over to my "besties" house to watch some football. And if you know me, you know I don't dig football. But I wanted to get out of the house (other than for work) and see the friends. Had a great time, Sam got to drive home so she was happy, and I love having a designated driver. The girls behaved very good. Kim spent most her time with the dogs. Mia complained a lot that she wanted to go home, then when I said we were going home she didn't want to leave. Well its time for the kids to come home and I have to harvest my crops on farmville. Hopefully, I'll blog again this week!

Take Care!

New Direction in Life

Welcome back. So a few things have changed. After a long time of searching I having finally found a job and returned back to the work force. I am now A Wellness Consultant for Massage Envy. I highly recommend them! Yes, I am sure you have seen the signs or read the advertisement for the $49 for one hour massage (and they even do prenatal massages too). Well its true, AND its not a scam. It is a membership based wellness clinic providing facials, all sorts of massages (no, no happy endings, but you will be happy with your massage). So far I love everyone I have met. I am still in training. Its super easy for me and I am bored with training as I have done membership sales before and I know the drill. I plan on managing my own clinic within 6-9 months. I'd like to oversee multiple clinics within a year. Yes, I am that ambitious. Plus I like being the boss.

The kids just got their report cards. Mia's was fantastic! Kim's said she should be in kindergarten, she's in 2nd grade, and Sam could have been on the honor roll but she chose to get an F. If she doesn't bring it up and be on the honor roll next quarter, she cant go to Colorado to visit her best friend. And I know how bad she wants to see her.

On the home-front, well still at the "mom's" house. I hate it but I love being with my entire family. I miss my sister so very much. Something has happened recently that has torn our family apart and I don't think it can be repaired. Now that I have a job, I will probably loose my food stamps so there goes $600 of my income, and my income isn't very much at all until I get out of training and can do some sales. The dog hair is driving me crazy and kim is always sick.

Now to dating. I miss my ex-husband so freaking much. I hate to admit it, but I would love to have him back in our lives, everyday & night. But I know it will never happen. He hasn't filed for divorce yet, luckily. I think just for financial reasons (taxes & insurance). I kind of like this man. I have known him for a long time, but I don't think he is a one woman man. But you never know. I'm not gonna push it. Besides, there are too many fish in the sea. I am doing my best to stay away from the young guys. Haven't found any suitable yet, just one night fun. Which has made it awkward when we hang out, he usually takes off and hides. Can't say that I blame him, he did get taunted and teased about it, assholes.

Well, I don't have much else to report right now, plus I have to get to training.

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